HIM.

Such a nice trip!
it's actually my first time to go Europe,Austria and Czech 
I love those places so much that I even didn't want to come home!By the way...I fell in love with a boy that came along with me.I knew many years ago,but he was my best friend's brother.I couldn't tell anyone that I like him so much that I could't even hell myself.our acting were just like couples.And...I so fortunate that I could met him...god bless you

IDK too...I don't know what is that feeling again.
I miss him so much,it had been 11 days since we over our trip our relashionship
actually it wasn't any relashionship,it was just ... some imaginary i guess.
Where we were at Vienna,I still remember what we had done near Swarovski
...we act like couples in front of every citizens.I lied on him,and he lied on me too...then his face just suddenly come closer...we didn't kiss because of his parents.But I am sure that we would if I was in his room.So we just stare at each other for a while,i found forgiveness and how happy and fortunate inside his eyes.Everytime I look into his eyes,i feel like i can stare in them for a lifetime...then we had dinner and ice cream and  all kinds of things that you could imagine in front of LV's store.


after dinner,we walked at the centrol park where it's so romantic.We watched soccer together and my head was near his arm.then we left.after we came back to our hotel we said goodbye,but after I took a shower I went to his room twice.he was naked but only an underwear.I was shocked at first,i addmitted...i sat on his bed for a while then we had a short talk.I wish I knew that I should walk near him and see watch he's doing,and got kissed by him or kissed him or even have  #### like a bitch.
but a know it was already over...